Cry Baby
I sit on the toilet and just cry. I hurt. My butt hurts. It feels like I am pooping napalm out my ass. It burns. I'm fortunate to have my bathroom sink right in front of the toilet so I can put my head down on it. I'm so tired I feel like I might fall off the toilet. I'm so weak I'd have to stay on the floor until someone noticed I was missing. I feel like an invalid. No energy, no happiness, no food because everything makes me poop. I've lost a ton of weight (not complaining) but all I do is poop. I can drink a glass of water and it makes me poop. Dehydration is the new black I think. I swear I don't know how these supermodels do it. I honestly feel like I'm slowly dying. For real. So I cry. I cry a lot any more. I'm feeling quite sorry for myself and the life I am forced to live. I can't go anywhere without having to poop. I am barely working because I feel so bad. I can't enjoy...