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...but you have your health

I heard someone say "...but you have your health" the other day and it made me stop and think.  What about us who don't have our health.  We have problems in our lives, parenting, relationships, work life, etc... and no one can say to us "...but you have your health", because we don't.  We also have problems with our health. I am still currently under treatment for my severe depression.  I am struggling to find my happy.  I am taking loads of medicine and playing the therapy game and I am just so depressed, angry, and hopeless. I think it's all me. I don't think that medicine or therapy can help.  All I want to do is stay in bed and let the world go on without me.  I can't shake it.  I'm just tired.  I'm tired of being sick and pooping all the time and having pain all the time, yet trying to prove to Social Security Disability that yes, yes I am sick enough for their financial help. To answer some questions that I get through the comments...