savoy050

Thank the Gods it's finally SPRING!!!  Kind of anyway.  Living in Ohio allows you to experience all the seasons all the time.  Sometimes even all in one day.  Like today - it was 64 degrees upon awakening, nice and mild out, but now this afternoon the gale force winds have taken over and the rain will come along soon in spades.  I've had to go fetch my trash can about four times now because of the crazy wind.  However by bedtime it will be down in the low 30's and probably snow.  Yay Spring!!  Yay OHIO!!  (Insert eye roll here) I just want warmer weather because honestly, my body cannot handle the cold anymore.  It also cannot handle the heat so I don't want it to be summer any more than I want it to be winter.  I just want it to be something neutral so as to not cause my body pain.  But let's be honest, my body is going to wreak havoc regardless of the weather.  It will eventually find some way to kill me.  It's curr...

My morning thoughts after another sleepless night ... If only I were pregnant... It would explain the constant nausea I have every day - especially in the morning. It would explain these weird hot and cold flashes I've been getting all the time now. It would explain my new food aversions and cravings. It would explain why I have this pregnant looking stomach with a protruding bulge just under my rib cage that is actually just a hernia.  (I was with my very pregnant niece a while back and someone actually said "Oh look, two new mommies!!"  I said, "No, I'm just fat, thanks."  God, I hate people!) It would explain why I'm so fricking tired ALL the time and why every part of me aches. It would give me something to do when I'm up all hours of the night not sleeping. Pregnancy would explain so many things wrong with me.  But I'm not pregnant.  Just more of the same issues thanks to my failing body.  I guess on a positive note I don't have to worry...